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Kawanku..Sahabatku..My friends..huhu

Apabila bersahabat, diri sendiri & sahabat harus mempunyai tanggungjawab & punya harapannya sendiri. Antaranya ialah :-

1. Ketahanan bergurau senda, adat bergurau terlebih usik. Pastikan kita & sahabat saling boleh menerima gurauan oleh itu berfikir dahulu sebelum ianya berlaku.
2. Jgn terlalu celupar atau mengkritik, kita sendiri tidak semestinya bagus dan betul.
3. Jgn terlalu mengambil tahu hal peribadi org terdekat dgn sahabat spt tunang, isteri/suaminya atau kaum keluarganya.
4. Perkara sensitif spt gaji, kenaikan pangkat & hutangnya usah ditanya.
5. Pandai menyimpan rahsia terutama hal peribadi spt rumahtangga atau hubungan suami isteri sahabat.
6. Terima kekurangan & keburukan sahabat seadanya. Cuba lihat nilai positifnya dan lihat diri sendiri, diri kita tidak tentunya baik.
7. Bijak menyesuaikan tutur kata dgn emosi sahabat. Jangan cakap mengikut sedap mulut tanpa memikir kesannya kepada sahabat.
8. Berita baik atau berita sedih sahabat, biarlah dia sendiri memberitahu rakan lain walaupun kita sudah mengetahui. Ini tanda kita menghormatinya. Jangan terlalu busy body dengan cerita kehidupan sahabat kita tanpa memikir kesannya kepada sahabat kita.
9. Menghormati hak & kehidupan peribadi sahabat. beri peluang sahabat bersendiri. Jikalau terlalu berdampingan, mungkin menjemukan & kita hanya menyekat perhubungan dgn insan lain.
10. Jika salah seorg marah, beri peluang dia melepaskan amarah di hati.Jangan dibalas, berdiam & tunggu hingga dia reda & sejuk. Pasti hubungan akan kembali spt biasa. Manusia harus menerima hakikat setiap org ada lautan hati yg pasang surut.
11. Sewaktu sahabat sedang marah, elok mendiamkan diri. Jikalau dia mengomel, dengar & angguk. Itu lebih baik dpd membuat komen. Ia boleh memburukkan keadaan.
12. Jangan memburukkan sahabat di hadapan orang lain dan membanggakan diri dengan mengadakan cerita i.e. kekayaan, kecantikkan dan sebagainya. Bangga diri tidak membawa kita ke mana-mana sebaliknya bersyukur dengan apa yang dikurnia oleh Allah s.w.t

Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda:
"Sesungguhnya hati manusia akan berkarat sebagaimana besi yang dikaratkan oleh air." Bila seorang bertanya, "Apakah caranya untuk menjadikan hati-hati ini bersih kembali?"
Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda,
"Selalulah ingat mati dan membaca Al Quran."

Aleeya at nearly 23months

hmm..mentang2 la sick leave 2minggu.rajin pulak aku nak updet blog nie.actually, lama dah xupdet on aleeya development mahupun di blog ini atau di fotopages ku iteww.but i choose to updet on blog instead sbb lately xde amik gambar terbaru aleeya@Girl pon.tgkla masa 24months@2 years besday karang.

hari nie nak masuk 2 minggu la aku terlantar kt umah sbb CP..shortform jek la ekk.gue malu lar..maklumla ada sorang umat lanjut usia tu sound..''tua tua pon dapat CP gak ker???'' sungguh sinis sekali org tua iteww..!!nak buat lagu mana..dah tua baru CP nak singgah & meninggalkan tanda2 yg akan ku ingat sampai bila2..huhu..

niway, back to Girl.
15hb nie Girl dh nak masuk 23months.lagi sebulan anak dara ku nak masuk 2tahun.i can't imagine how time flies so fast..rasa macam baru smlm sambut besday 1yr Aleeya.besar dah anak dara mama & ayah.

start 21months aritu Girl semakin lancar bertutur kata.hampir semua yg kitorang ckp mesti dia ulang.maybe sbb dia Baby Girl kot sbb tu cepat pandai cakap.so, bila dah pandai ckp nie penatla mama dia nak layan pertanyaan dia.
everyday on da way pegi/balik dr school akan tanya soalan2 berikut:

1. ayah ane?? (aku jwb ayah keje)
2. mama ane? (mama sini)
3. atuk ane?? (atuk dah balik Miri)
4. amin (uncle) ane?? (amin pegi skolah)
5. leeya ane?? (leeya nie!!!)
6. (kekadang...) bibi ane?? (bibi tinggal kat rumah)
7. ulang soalan 1-7 berulang kali

hmm..cam mane tu??kena ada kesabaran jugak nak jawab tu.kekadang bila aku mls nak jwb dah..aku tanya dia balik??soalan aku lebey kurang jek mcm soalan dia?

1. ayah mana Girl?? (dia akan jwb ayah teje)
2. mama mana? (mama nie..sambil tunjuk aku yg tgh khusyuk driving)
3. atuk mana Girl (dia pikir lama...pastu mls nak layan aku, dia akan jawab atuk teje)
4. umah mana Girl?? (umah sana..auhhh..maksudnya jauh)

begitula rutin kitorang hari2.

oleh kerana dia dah makin pandai ckp??kekadang mlm2 dia mengigau..jerit nama ayah..atuk..pastu buat bunyi2 sound effect dia.

kekadang bila dia melepaskan angin..dia akan ckp. ''totttt...'' pastu terus gelak sakan. mama dia pon tutup hidup ckpp bucuk la Girl ni.hahaha..pandai tol!

antara vocab dia hari2 adalah:

1. nak acik (nak nasi)
2. nak bobo (nak bubur)
3. nak taaa.. (nak pasta)
4. nak totom air (nak air prune)
5. ane moo (mana lembu?)
6. apor (dapur)
7. nak popok (nak keropok)
8. nak elly (nak jelly)
9. dan macam macam lagi..biasanya perkataan depan starts with ''nak''

skang nie dia dah develop habit baru..dia dah berjinak2 dengan cartoon.
sampai2 umah jek terus ckp ''nak atun'' berkali kali
antara cartoon kegemaran ialah:

1. barney & friends (she called it arney)
2. thomas (she called it momas)
3. dibo the gifted dragon (nie je dia sebut jelas..diii..bo...)
4. jojo circus
5. tp...all time faveret dia adalah Tom & Jerry.(she called it cat & moose)

kalau tgk tom & jerry khusyuk banget..sambil2 tu minum ''cucu totom air''

lagu feveret plak ialah:
''are you sleeping (a u pipin),
are you sleeping (a u pipin),
baby girl (bibi dern),
evening bells are ringing,
evening bells are ringing,
ding ding dong (din din dom)
ding ding dong (din din dom)''

satu jek peel dia yang aku xbrape berkenaan..Aleeya nie x romantik lansung!
kalau kita suruh dia cium sure dia xmo..habis romantik dia akan laga pipi jek kt pipi kita..sabar je la budak ni.aku notice Aleeya ni xsuka tunjuk kasih sayang dia kt kita..dia cuma nak kita tunjuk kasih sayang kita kat dia jek 24X7..pandai betol anak mama nie.

skang nie Girl still on treatment ''lactulose'' sbb dia chronic constipation. cian dia..doctor slalu pesan kt aku bg dia minum air byk, makan buah banyak, minum jus banyak..kekadang aku rasa nak marah jek doctor tu.ckp mmgla senang..Aleeya ni makan pon xmo lansung..macam manala aku nak bg dia makan sume tu..haiyaa..lu pikirla sendiri tuan locter!

tp skang nie Alhamdullilah..dia akan membuang hari2 sbb pagi makan 7ml lacolose, ptg another dose of lactulose.luckily lactulose ni serat yg x larut, so xde side effect.

hmm...mcm mana la plan besday bash Aleeya kali nie ekk??bulan puasa plak tu??sure mls nk celebrate.aku & wan ingat kitorang nak beli kek n makanan lain n bagi jek kt member taska dia.so, derang sure eppi jek dpt celeb besday ngan Aleeya.

kla..semoga hari2 Girl akan lebey bahagia..semoga Girl eppi dok kat taska..mama n ayah sentiasa doakan kesejateraan Girl..cayang la Girl mama nie!!!!

Lucky Five

Question 1: What were you doing 5 years ago?

hmm..that is in...2003.hmm..experiencing one of the most stressful time in my life during ''amalan klinikal''..akan ku ingat sampai akhir hayat how that  particular *a*m #*&t RG who treated me like *%^&..i might be small but my rage can be big n to infinite!

Question 2: What were the 5 things on your to do list today?

1. sapu n mop rumah..esp dapur..kotor
2. basuh baju..esp bedsheet..gatal dh badan nie tido mlm2
3. masak nasik..mlsla nak masak esp time xsehat camni
4. musti stat buat lec note..byk gila kelas ganti bila masuk keje balik karang.
5. lipat baju..kejap jek penuh sebakul..

Question 3: What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?

1. sotong kering yg bersalut gula..nyum..nyum..feberet tu
2. biskut beras bin bin..yummies
3. jelly bean..suker..tp mahal banget seh
4. chocolate..tp ni occasionally jek sbb manis..
5. asam..org ckp makan asam bole jd bodoh..hmm..sekali sekala xpe kut

Question 4: What are 5 things that you would do if you were a billonaire?

1. settle all my debt..
2. build a bungalow for my family in miri n bungalow for me in kuantan/kl (if i want to work with UIA la..haha)
3. bayar balik bond ngan UIA..get my ass the hell out of UIA
4. bayar zakat..of course la..
5. investment..investment....
6. alamak..terlebih sudah..haha

Question 5 : What are 5 jobs you've had?

1. cikgu tusyen sambilan. love it!!
2. therapeutic Radiographer..love it too!
3. student..no feeling at all!!
4. assistant lecturer..bored!!
5. currently...cikgu kpd budak2 yg perasan pandai..hah!!

Question 6: Who are 5 people you love?

1. myself
2. my parents
3. my hubby
4. my Girl
5. my siblings

Question 7: if you were granted of 5 wishes..what would it be?

1. i wish to be happier each day..until forever
2. i wish to get free from this bond with IIUM..no string attached!!!
3. i wish i can get back to Miri with a blink of my eye.
4. i wish to live longer, be wiser, be more mature...
5. i wish to have another 5 wishes..hahahah!

BTW this is just for fun!!for the sake of updating this blog!!

Kali Pertama

1. Kali pertama naik kapal terbang
hmm...bila ekk??cam x ingat jek.rasanya kali pertama masa tecit2 dulu kot.ikut parents pi KL.

2.Kali pertama melahirkan zuriat
hmm..rasanya pada tanggal 15hb september 2006 pukul 11.33 pagi di hari Jumaat.


3. Kali pertama pegi oversea
hmm..habis oversea yg dipergi cuma kt Brunei jek..tak ingat pon bila..masi tecit2 kut

4. Kali pertama duduk jauh dari keluarga
haa..kali pertama daku jauh ialah masa stat matriculation.almost 2 minggu keje tepon mak/abah nangis nangis...rindu family babe!

5. Kali pertama merasakan diri ini gemuk
xpernah seumur hidup selama 27tahun bernafas kt dunia nie merasakan diri ini gemottttt...rasa sangat kurus ada la...most of the time.but i can cope with that though.

6. Kali pertama bekerja
hmm..keja sambilan ada la..jd cekgu tusyen jap..tu pon ngajar 4 org anak murid jek.start pada episod syok ngajar tu la rasa terus nak jadi lecturer KONONNNNN...

7. Kali pertama bercinta
cinta kali pertama dan terakhir...chentaku/habeebku/boyprenku..Mohamad Syazwuan...

8. Kali pertama merasakan diri ini cantik
sentiasa merasa diri ini cantik..bole x??hahhaha..biarlah daku perasan.janji daku bahagia..at least merasa diri cantek di mata boypren pun acceptable aper??

9. Kali pertama masuk panggung wayang
xhengat pulak..rasanya stat skolah rendah dh pandai buat keje2 tgk wayang nie..bezanya masa kecik tgk ngan abah, masa remaja tgk ngan member, masa anak dara tgk ngan boypren...masa mak dara..X TENGOK LANGSUNG PON!!huhu..

10. Kali pertama masuk wad hospital

 rasanya..kali pertama masa preggy 11weeks..ingat lagi tu..haha..

ter'rajin la pulak..

memandangkan sekarang dlm mode bercuti dr segala2 yg mengganggu hidupku.so, ter'rajin la pulak nak menhapdet blog.rasa mcm idea mencurah2la plak.hihi

best banget dpt balik Miri.kampung halamanla katakan.its power beyond our imagination!waa..ganas smcm plak ayat.skang br lepas mandi.hihi..mandi pagi di pukul 2petang adalah aktiviti yg udah lama ku tinggalkan.aleeya pon sonok gak balik tpt kelahiran dia w/pon sehari dua asik ajak 'lik umah lik umah' jek.alhamdulillah, berkat kasih syg yg mencurah2 dr atuk n nenek..segala kesunyian n kerinduan pd ayah tercinta hilang seketika.

as for mama dia,aku bole merewang2 kejap depan komp since atok n nenek rajin tengok2kan Aleeya.malam td pon insist nk tido ngan atok tercinta.semua permintaan will be entertain by her Atok.siap bole dpt beskal lagiks.sakanla Aleeya memeras Atoknya.mama dia wat donno jek.siap xmo geng ngan mama dia.kalau mama marah jek terus pi ngadu kt nenek.sat lagik nenek sure 'babak' mama dia.huhu..cucu lebey berharga berjuta juta kasih sayang compared to anak 'dara' dia.

bila balik kampung camni mulala perasaan xmo balik sana menyinggah.segala kekusutan sumer hilang sekelip mata.kekadang terpikir gak..kan best kalau jadi suri rumah.bole balik Miri sesuka hati.hmm...x bole x bole..mana nk carik duit byr teket.

i wish i can turn back time...rasa nk balik ke zaman budak skolah..anak dara..dulu.huhu..bukannye sekarang xbahagia.sekarang bahagia dengan cara lain.kalau dulu kita akan bahagia kalau dilayan dgn kasih sayang..di beri kemewahan..tp skang nie aku akan rasa bahagia bila MY SMALL N BIG FAMIKLY bahagia.dulu kita menerima,sekarang kita memberi.that's wat we called route to happiness.

masa ckp kt mak dulu nk balik Miri, bukan main sonok dia (sonok nk jumpe cucu kesayangan sebenarnya ;(()i don mind spending as long as i can go back!hmm..semakin umur kita meningkat semakin kita appreciate wat has been given to us since then.Tuhan itu Maha Adil...

Rindu boypren...of cos la rindu..masa naik flight aritu hampir kalah dengan air mata.tp, rindu terpaksa di'idle kan seketika..nikmati kebahagiaan yg ada disini.

hopefully Tuhan sentiasa memanjangkan umur n memurahkan rezeki supaya sentiasa ada kesempatan utk balik kampung.semoga Aleeya semakin rapat ngan atuk n nenek dia.semoga dia sentiasa mengingati bahawa atuk n nenek lah yg bersusah payah jaga dia masa tecit-tecit dulu esp time mama dia tgh serabut nk abiskan master.

Alhamdulillah..Aleeya masih ingat lagi..insyaAllah akan ingat..atau aku akan sentiasa ingatkan dia..hihi..

to be continued...

Kisah lucu di KLIA

salam..
alhamdulillah.semalam sampai di Miri dgn selamat+letih yg amat.dunno that this particular flight would transit kuch for 40minutes.i should hav known eralier b4 i bougt the ticket.damn this MAS..so called free flight..& damn ME for not realizing the flight time.naaa..nevermind..wat done is done!!
anyway,that's not the real story i wanna share.
anyway..anyhow..i came to miri alone with girl.so, we took early bird flight from kuantan & reached KLIA by 7.30am.our flight to Miri (Kuch 1st actually!!!!!!)scheduled 10.05am.the waiting time was rather smooth without any fuss from deerie GIRL.then at 9.30 we check-in to gate A06.
jeng jeng jeng..as we went down the escalator, i spot this attractive toys shop.i was browsing the toys from far until we reached the flat escalator or "conveyor belt".that we i felt the pulling force from the back of the stroller.then..........i realised that we got onto the wrong lane of escalator..haiya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!no wonder that everybody were looking at me!!MALUNYE....tula...syok nengok menan aleeya nyer psl dah pon masuk no entry..isk..isk..malu..sib baik org lain buat donno jek..Aleeya plak heran napa la mama dia nie gelabah sgt!!isk..isk..bila dipikirkan balik,terasa lucu la plak.inilah dinamakan kuasa menan budak2..sampai mak budak pon loose control!!haha...xpe..at least ada gak kenanganku di KLIA saat2 boypren tiada disisi..

8 habits/facts about ME

HABIT ONE:
Sgt xsuka kalau toilet bowl kotor..So, cepat2 nak gosok xhengat bowl tu. InsyaAllah bila sesapa dtg umah akan puas ati ngan toilet bowl I tau. (agak2 bowl kotor tu maksudnya I extremely bz sampai xperasan pon bowl tu kotor..huhu)

FACT TWO:
Ter'suka membebel..esp bila ada hubby n anak nie.even my bro/sis pon xlrt nk layan I membebel tau..sob..sob..sob some more...al-maklumla..hidden talent yg br di discover lps jadi bini org.

HABIT THREE:
Once in a blue moon..bila dtg angin kus kus tu esp time pub holiday n got nothin to do, penyakit 'keje nak mop lantai' akan datang.time tu bila lantai rasa cam bminyak jek nk mop terus.habis satu rumah I mop.sib baik umah kecik..kalau besar mau patah pinggang tau. sedey gak sbb smenjak dh kembali bkerja ni angin tu jrg dtg..tu yg rumah xmenyempat2 nak mop tu. kalau dulu masa buat master/part-time hwife, hari2 la tgk keje mok lantai tau.siap pakai kain buruk..bukannye pakai mop.Ganas tak???

FACT FOUR:
KURUS KEDING;KURUS LIDI;TOO SKINNY but definitely not the type who vomit like Hell sampai intestine pon tkeluar..yulksss...

FACT FIVE:
My UNI-mates used to call me 'Ratu Gossip' dulu2 tau. Entah dari angle mana yg derang tgk I ni ala-ala ratu gossip pon xtau.Yg I tau I'll always be the last person on earth to detect any type of gossip.duh...*straight face*

FACT SIX:
Sentiasa bermuka masam. Reason behind I don't want people to tegur me la.better to be kera sumbang or katak bwh tempurung than to have complicated n not-so-good relationship with people. I used to be that person but I slowly change since we need friends to cheer up and add some spice in our life maa.*hmm..does that really works though??*

HABIT SEVEN:
this one i only traced it when i have my boyfren n Girl.
I love the smell of my boyfren..also my Girl..shedappp bau derang..busuk pon shedappp jugak..hmm..mesti sbb penangan 'ferromones'..

FACT EIGHT:
suke korek telinga..muahahahaha..even telinga Girl pon mama dia nk korek jugak..hahaha..slalunya tengah2 sedap korek telinga tu akan terfikir,''macam dh korek tlinga dh smlm??''..hihi *Gross Face*

there you go...8facts/habits..I can list more but it's better to keep it though.

Today

Today  was not so miserable, depressed, horrible day i guess (since it's only 11.02am though)

Alhamdulillah..till then..we'll see in the afternoon plak..hmm..

Hopefully this "OK'' word will comes.

Whatever!!

Have you ever feel like you’re at your lowest level ever?

Now i'm tellin u guys that i'm one of that ''you'' who still stuck on this level and probably still crawling and climbing up the stairs to find my way outta this HELL.

Well, I'm good at pretending though. You can see me happy, laughing with at most of the time. But, deep inside..my heart was torn out or broke into tiny tiny pieces with no possibility of gluing it back.

I have everything in this world and yet I don’t have anything at all.

If only i could be somethin else other than HUMAN for at least 1day!! I could be a box or plastic bag or what-so-ever. Janji bukan Manusia, yg punya hati & perasaan...huhuhuhuhu....

Hope tomorrow will better..

Happy Mother's Day (Erm..sort of belated ;)))

Salam to all esp. mothers out there,
I know it's kinda late, but maybe it's not ''too little too late'' rite.
I wanna take this chance to wish all mothers, Happy Mothers Day. (y they used happy??why not joy, exciting etc..erm...???nevermind..)

To my mother..Selamat Hari Ibu..i love you with all my heart.(though mines quite small but it has allocations for each and every person that i loved). Nothing could ever replace you..i wish i can give you everything in return, but nothing can buy your true love, devotions, passions, patience that you gave me.

''semoga mak panjang umo, murah rezeki (dpt cucuk lagik), dpt pegi aji cepat ngan abah dan segala-gala doa yg mak deserve to dapat.Amin.''

As for me (sob..sob..), sadly Girl didn't wish me yesterday though (sob..sob again..).But nevermind..it's enuff for me to her grows so fast that i missed her tiny tiny fingers during her birth..huhu..

As for my ''mak mertua'',
''mak..i wish you a happy mother's day too. may all your worries and sadness will turn to sand and washed away forever. I wished i have that chance to say that ''l love you too''..maybe that time will come someday..hopefully..Amin''

As for me again,
i finally knew what it feels like to be a mother when i gave birth to Aleeya, watching her grow, dealing everyday worries about her..and the feeling would never end as long as I'm a mother. even though sometimes i do complain but it's only meaningless words from an unconscious & tired little mother in which i did regrets after i became conscious & not so tired anymore.hihi..
nevermind, ones always learn from their own mistakes. I'm pretty sure that i'm a good mother. everyone's a good mother...at least for once.

niway..Happy Mother's Day. Actually every day is a mother's day..

Mother and mother-to-be someday....